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One month more [Nov. 20th, 2009|12:54 pm]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | bouncy]

Updates!

I have a sore throat, again. This time I got some TCM drinks from the office... they're nowhere as bitter as the Western medicine I'm used to, but I think the cloying sweetness is nearly as bad... anyway, let's see about their effectiveness.

I got the photos from Esther ^^ Ugh I look so fat and ugly these days. I wear 4 layers in the office -.- And I saw a little snow for the first time, yesterday!



But anyway I had a lovely time that Saturday, talking to Esther about work and life over lunch and dinner. Christian friends always cheer me up the most, it seems. Shen Jian Bao is a common street food here that is very popular, and for good reason... a must try for anybody that comes to Shanghai!



Love this shop, the clothes were so funky. And so were the price tags, so I didn't get anything from them yet... The pink jacket I'm wearing in these photos was loaned to me by my director's wife, lolz. The sudden cold weather caught quite some people by surprise, and many don't have sufficiently warm clothing, especially since people keep shifting homes and thus leaving their bulky winter clothes rather far behind. Thank God for helpful colleagues!


In other news, the only other Singaporean colleague in my little office has moved back upstairs, so I'm the the only English-speaker left in the Dragongate office. Another drop in the ocean of distance I feel separates me from the other Singaporeans- I hardly do anything aside from administration procedures with them, now.
I wish I had a blabberfish... I'm actively trying to learn more Mandarin now, but the language barrier is still making such a vexing impact on my life here~
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Belated photos, Early Winter. [Nov. 16th, 2009|01:26 pm]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | lazy]

It seems that the North-Eastern parts of China has entered Winter about a month early, and sleet falls interminably these days. Blizzards are already wrecking havoc on cities only a few hours away from Shanghai...
I was quite surprised by the rapid drop in temperature, and spent a few hundred dollars on winter clothes in slightly panicked shopping the last few days, an unthinkable amount for clothes in my opinion, since I've never needed to buy warm clothes to defend myself against the weather before. I had to start from scratch, and I hope my ill-informed choices will tide me through this first winter of my life. I'm determined to be able to continue cycling despite the wet and crazy-cold weather, because it's simply the fastest way for me to get around. Unless it starts snowing of course, which seems to be what all my colleagues are hoping for.
I also found piano playing last Sunday a finger-freezing experience. I have yet to see skin-tight gloves or heated pianos, so I hope the house turns on the heater soon.

Anyway, I visited Madame Tussauds in early October, when the weather didn't need the current average of 4-5 layers of clothes. Wasn't very exciting for me, since I'm largely oblivious to Famous People, but at least I don't look like a puffin in the photos... I met Esther Huang the day before (she flew over from Beijing for a business trip) and I'm waiting with certain trepidation for her to send the photos we took with her camera~! Anyway that shall be a post for another day :)

Wax people and me )
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After 3 months [Nov. 4th, 2009|08:45 pm]
[Current Location |Home, Shanghai]

Krispy Kreme is opening a store in Shanghai in December!!! AHHH I think staying in Shanghai just got that much sweeter, pun intended. ^^

I still have a considerable share of annoyances to deal with each day though~ The day before, the temperature suddenly dropped to 5 degrees, and I suddenly realized what a dearth of winter clothing I have. It's like China forgot to have Autumn and skipped straight to Winter without any warning whatsoever, and I simply don't have time to shop because my preferred wholesale centres close at 5-6pm everyday. Maybe this weekend... maybe! Church takes up my whole Sunday afternoon, and I've been crashing classes at the Fudan University these Saturdays, because there's some nice NTU students on exchange there ^^

One of the constant irks of living in China is the silly jamming of people at the trains. People shove in without waiting for passengers to alight at all, and demarcations are completely ignored. I snapped the following photo, as I was marveling at the society's utter lack of consideration, a daily marvel indeed. It's not just the trains- the same goes for buses, lifts, escalators... people treat others, and themselves, like cattle with no dignity, squishing bodies desperately just to save that few seconds or get that tiny seat, which really should be given to that coughing man squatting in the corner carrying a skinny child coughing just as hard and wearing an over-sized coat... I didn't dare take a photo of that, sigh.



That said, I must give credit to the fact that there are indeed decent people in China, but few and far between it seems. I've seen Will give up his seat to someone before, and Hector tries to clear a path for me when we take the trains together. Most of the time though, the way I hold back and wait for people to alight, or give up my seat, seems to draw way too much attention for my comfort.

Here's a random photo of my corner of the office, my second home in Shanghai. Which seems to be rapidly filling with people... Two Indians are apparently joining us next Monday, as well as two more Singaporeans, scholars both. I'm terribly curious about their roles and their language proficiency, lolz.... I still feel as if I'm making little headway with Mandarin, though my spoken English is certainly picking up even more of a strange accent, since most people here mostly speak with an American accent, instead of the British I'm used to.


(The girl is known as Ding Ding, and the boy at the corner, Xiao Bai. Between the three of us, we handle all the artwork for the games our department does.)

Layering myself with clothes like a cake before I can even step out of the house, buying 3 not-too-oily meals a day, struggling to communicate in Mandarin... so many tedious daily concerns, and I worry too much sometimes. Still, I can find much little joys, and I thank God that I'm here. =)
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Photo photo photo, post post post [Oct. 22nd, 2009|06:29 pm]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | bored]

So, to continue from the last entry, because I’ve had time to use the computer in my office, which is way more efficient for editing and uploading photos- here’s some more =) This is actually the last photo my camera took, and may be the last one it ever does- it spoiled right after I left the pagoda. =\



The earlier entry had a photo of the square pagoda which I had climbed as high as I could, while BM chose take photos from the ground. It’s famous because it's the only structure that survived bombing for miles around, during some war with the Japanese. The rooms were pervasively claustrophic, growing progressively smaller as I climbed, and I was constantly amazed by the miniature doorways and low roofs, which I tried to capture in the above photo. Were their monks really short or something? Anyway, I reached a surprising height in no time, leaping up the wooden ladders impatiently, although they were perilously steep and barely wide enough for an adult. The walls were painted a uniform red, and it would have been surreal if not for the Chinese vandalism crudely etched into the walls everywhere. Still, the lack of safety barriers (the wooden balistier on the pagoda’s exterior only came up to your knees on the higher floors) combined with the dizzying height was an exhilarating experience.

Anyway, here's a barrage of photos that I like because they exhibit some genuine antiquity, different from the strained pride of most modern setups.










I had a good time, leisurely exploring these relics of Shanghai… most of the above photos were of buildings that existed about half a century ago. During the French colonial rule, I think.


Trams similar to this one actually still runs around Shanghai, although they resemble buses a lot more now, they’re still attached to cables overhead.

More photos at the link below. Those are from the brief time I spent with Cedric, who was my supervisor while I was on internship about 2 years ago. I hadn't met him since I left the company, so it's cool to finally catch up, in China of all places, lolz. We ran around the design exhibitions that were held last week, and I got a few nice photos and souvenirs from that place. Overall, the exhibitions couldn’t hold a candle to what I’ve seen in Singapore and Europe, but it made me feel at home to be wandering around museums and design exhibits again, something I did so often as a student.

Creative Industries Exhibition week in Shanghai )


 

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Photo photo, post post [Oct. 20th, 2009|07:17 pm]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]

Perched on the Square Pagoda

I’ve met a friend from home for what may be the last time this year… We had a wonderful time traipsing around Shanghai’s lesser-known tourist spots and better-known restaurants, and it really is amazing to reflect on how I would never have had these opportunities if I hadn’t made the strange and unexpected move to Shanghai. God has been most kind!

 



Still, now it’s up to me to keep myself busy in a productive manner, despite the lack of close Christian company. Work has been relaxed, to say the least… It’s like being on internship again, which isn’t too far from the truth I suppose, since I’m in the training year still. Letter-writing, video calls, and blog posts are all rather time-consuming, but I hope I manage to sustain it anyway. To update and to be updated, seems somehow important, although not evidently vital…


 

I feel like a tourist everytime I go out, and so one can sometimes imagine that I’m on a very long holiday. I have no inclination to settle permanently- China has its perks, but nothing to love. (For me, anyway. I think it’s because of the language barrier.)


 

I’ve also drunk more tea these past few months then I have in my whole life, I do believe. Tea is a staple drink, more common than water in convenience stores, and provided free at every decent cafe. 

The same goes for Karoake, also known as KTV… I’ve been at least thrice now, when I never even went once in Singapore! From those experiences, I’ve concluded that (1) Never to go when there’d be a smoker present, or I’d be making a lot of ‘toilet trips’ (2) My colleagues are actually pretty tolerant. Either that or simply fascinated by me- how many people sing nearly entirely Christmas or cartoon songs? The only ‘pop’ songs I was familiar with was those by M2M, and I’m guessing those are nearly classics, now. Still, they seem to be pleased with the choirist style, and I never feel too out-of-place when with my Dragon Gate’s colleagues. I think I might rejoin choir when I get back to my home church… I miss good meaningful singing now, lolz.


 

I also think I’m accumulating a massive lot of digital photos… I try to select photos that have good scenery as well as myself within to post, because I figure if you just want pretty landscapes/architecture, just google. Good scenery is of course much more plentiful than in Singapore, so much so that any attempts of mine to capture and represent it on this quiet blog would hardly do it any justice.

So now, I’m overall relatively content… Especially now that I have reliable proxy tools; they are slow, but the freedom to access any website is a comfort. It strikes me often now, how many things there are, that can only be well-accomplished through time. The establishing of familiarity and friendships, the understanding of a place and a people… There is much to wait for, and so little patience.

 

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Spot the 1fei 1fei [Oct. 16th, 2009|11:15 pm]
[Current Location |home, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | tired]

I have a new nickname: '1fei 1fei'... derived from the way they most commonly pronounce my name now, '1fei 3bi'... lolz.

At Qi Bao, a popular area filled with quaint shops and strange food. This was taken a few weeks ago, when the weather wasn't quite so chilly yet. I'm going to miss my usual shorts and skirts, its too cold to wear most of them now!


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News from the HR... [Sep. 14th, 2009|01:09 pm]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]

My company has work on the 27th of September, as well as the 10th of October... that's a Sunday and a Saturday, respectively. I don't really understand why, but it's like a make-up of the holidays we'll have at the beginning of October... sian.
Apparently quite a common practice in China, but still. I think I rather celebrate Hari Raya, at least we get strange goodies to eat. Then again there's strange goodies galore here too... I think I'm getting fat.
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Outing with BM [Sep. 9th, 2009|12:34 pm]
[Current Location |Home, shanghai]

I've been wanting to update in more detail, but with one thing or another, I never quite get the time =\ So it's been over two weeks since the weekend spent traipsing around with BM, and memories have faded... thankfully digital photos don't though; so enjoy the photo glut. )
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First Letter in China [Aug. 26th, 2009|12:57 pm]
[Current Location |office, Shanghai]
[Moooooood. | bored]

Sweet childish days,
that were as long
As twenty days are now.

-William Wordsworth


I got a card/letter from Grace Auyong in the mail today!! The mailbox didn't even have a cover, thank God it arrived safely... GRACE I ♥ YOU. The last and first letter of my journey in China came from youuuuu..... =))) And I loved both! I miss you mucha. You've got a card on the way too, but by handmail from BM haha... and sorry its so brief =\ I'll MSN/email you more about that later this week!

And hopefully I'll have time to start writing soon, though not this week, I've got lots of photos to edit and post up, especially from the weekend with BM, heh.

Anyway, impt announcement:
The best way to post anything to me, especially parcels, would be to my office address, so do take note of the following!


上海闵行区莲花路1733号,C栋107室,201103
Shanghai, China


Again, in English, though I'm not sure if that would be viable...

Shanghai Hawke Gaming Software Co. Ltd, 1733 Lianhua Road, Block C, #204-205, Shanghai, China 201103

Alright lunchtime's over in the company now, back to Photoshop >.<  A little bit sick of it now, have been trying to edit a certain picture in a certain way and I haven't gotten it right for a day already... Ohwell at least I'm not being rushed/stressed by my rather serene director.
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I want more free time. [Aug. 19th, 2009|10:28 pm]
[Current Location |home, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | pessimistic]

Work is being much more time-consuming than I expected, largely because my office has no convenient eateries nearby (Everybody orders in lunch and/or dinner. I do neither, because I can't handle the food most of the time- it's either stuff I don't eat or stuff I can't eat, or stuff that's unhealthy, or just too much to finish... either way, way too much wastage for my liking. So I've been surviving quite well on lots of bread and biscuits.)

Anyway, by the time I find dinner and reach home at night, it's usually about 9-10pm already. (That's assuming I don't have extra 'homework' or stay in the office to play games like my other Singaporean friends)
And I'm trying to sleep by midnight to be able to wake in time again the next day... which gives me a grand total of about 2 hours per day to bathe, check my emails, do various household chores, videocall my parents, read stuff, prepare for the next day, etc... to sum it up, I just wish I had more time. Weekends are also gobbled up, because everywhere is much more distant here, going out means our equivalent of a Pulau Ubin trip perhaps.

So, I'll try to squeeze out more time to update this blog more, 'cause it answers questions the quickest. I wish I had more time to write letters or just generally enjoy life... it's really a working world in the sense of time management now, and it's no fun at all to be struggling to adapt to a new country as well as a new world at the same time!

I wonder, what would life be like now, if I didn't reject my first job offer, a job entirely in my comfort zone... and made the leap in this entirely opposite direction?


Oh yes, last Sunday a Christian friend whom I hardly knew randomly happened to have some flowers, so she gave me some =) I don't know what they are but they're gorgeous! And they smell fantastic, sweet than any man-made perfume.


This is how it looked on the first night, after I put it in a bottle at home, next to the TV in the living room.



This is how it looked after two days... a third one actually blossomed! =)



And here's a close-up, elevated view. =)


I remember the plants I left back in SG and do so hope to see them again one day.
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First Proper Weekend in Shanghai [Aug. 8th, 2009|09:11 pm]
[Current Location |Home, Shanghai]
[Moooooood. | relaxed]

I call it proper, because the last weekend was spent in a sleep-deprived daze of frantic hunting for household goods. Although we did go somewhere a little further on the last Sunday, so here are a few photos from there...

From left to right: Alvin, Minh, me and Chiao Luan. More or less the people I speak to most (in English), except for ZhaoLiang because he also stays in the same apartment, but because he's a PRC communication is a little harder.



We went to a place that generally looked like this:


Very crowded place. Quite a tourist attraction apparently, and it sold all kinds of random stuff like this:


The first stop I made was here, where I picked up a gift for my dad. I also made a call to my mom and forgot to dial the international code first, so I used up all 50RMB in my prepaid SIM card in a few minutes... =(



And we had a dimsum lunch...

Contrary to what it may seem, lunch wasn't really that nice. These Xiao Long Bao especially were quite a disappointment, and I gave half my share away. About three-quarters of them didn't even have any 'soup' in them, so they were dry and un-appetizing. Apparently this touristy place had been over-commercialized in many areas.

I'll get to check out a church of sorts tmr morning, not sure what it'll be like, but I'm dreading the chinese already, lolz. At least I'm certain it'll be fundamental, 'cause it's through a contact from my own church.
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Photos from 310609 [Aug. 6th, 2009|07:41 pm]
[Current Location |office, Shanghai]
[Moooooood. | bored]

A big HUG to everybody who came to the airport to send me off. Didn't expect anybody to really, so it was lovely.

Here's the first two to arrive =D *drumroll....* Elvin and JQ!!






































































And the third one came shortly after...  Siong Yeoooo!



Here's the whole group together! And... a bag of detergent...



If you guys want the rest of the photos , or full-resolution, just ask me on msn and I'll send the whole lot over.
BTW, my facebook is blocked, possibly indefinitely =( Boo china...
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One more Day to the End of my First week of Work [Aug. 6th, 2009|07:33 pm]
[Current Location |office, Shanghai]
[Moooooood. | lonely]

It's a pity really, this would be a very nice job, nearly perfect... except for the language barrier.

I've more or less joined the storyboarding team, which means we decide just about everything about the game. The quests, the hero stats and history, the characters' appearances, even their mounts' movespeed. But meetings consist of rapidly spoken chinese simultaneously by 3-4 people, and it's all I can do not to look blur. And, I'm eventually expected to be able to present in front of large groups... in chinese, on my own... If my God wasn't one of miracles I'd be feeling pretty depressed right now!

So far I've been struggling along with the aid of chinese translation software, but they're limited to the desktop computer, so they're no use in translating what people are saying, or what I want to tell them. I feel terribly constrained and limited, like I'm wearing some strange suit that's so tight I can't move properly, and what's worse is that I just can't take it off. Feels like I'm suffocating sometimes.

Aside from that, it's somewhat like a big school project, except for much longer hours.
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In Shanghai [Jul. 31st, 2009|03:43 am]
[Current Location |office, shanghai]
[Moooooood. | exhausted]

I'm in Shanghai now and I'm more than half dead because it's been less than two hours of sleep over 30 hours (counting all the naps on the bus rides) and much rushing about....

So far I've been too sleepy to pay attention to much around me, but as far as I can tell...

1. Nothing different about this place, just another spot on Earth with humans inhabitating it. I live somewhat in the suburbs called 'Puxi' and it reminds me a little of Malaysia, because everything looks kinda dusty or run-down.

2. Serious langauge barrier! I have no idea how or what I'm going to work yet, until that gets sorted out... Meanwhile my name has morphed into some strange variant of '1fei-3bi'...

3. Hmm, God has a good plan after all, I think my apartment may be nice to live in after all. I resigned myself to having to share a bedroom and having a single bed, but it turns out that the girl (Chiao Luan) rooming with me is pleasant and easygoing (at least from what I can infer from a day) and one of the male flatmates (ZhaoLiang) found his queen-sized bed too big so we spent a messy hour dismantling and exchanging beds, rofl. I like my new bigbig bed!

Meanwhile, internet access at my apartment will only be enabled next week, so this week I'm accessing it only from the office, which means not much, probably. Will update again asap! Pray that I can actually do something productive here... I feel stupid and quite apprehensive... dreading under-performing.
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I'm off to China! [Jul. 22nd, 2009|12:21 am]
[Current Location |braddell]
[Moooooood. | hungry]

I was going to title this entry as 'First Proper Job' but I realize that no, it's not even really a proper job, because I'm going to be considered as a 'trainee' for a year at least and so I don't get the regular benefits like CPF or medical coverage. But I get to go to Shanghai!

To start at the beginning; About a month ago, I cancelled out on my first job offer at Thomson Medical Center to work for this company: www.timevoyageronline.com. I don't think TMC has found a replacement for a marketing executive yet and I feel bad about that... I changed jobs before I even started working! And they had already made my name tag and everything =\ They also seemed like relatively honest and friendly people, in an office 5 min from my house... in comparison to a 5 hours plane ride? Lol.

So at Time Voyager Pte Ltd, I'd be working as a game designer, an MMO to be exact. I'll be posted to their studio in China, Shanghai Hawke Gaming Software Co. Ltd for a year. Detailed job scope to be determined within the next three months! It could be anything from storyboarding to 3D modelling to 2d concept art...

If things go wrong I'll be able to fly back anytime to work in their Singapore office instead. This company's staff seem oddly distracted... maybe they're just busy, but I'm hoping it's not that we don't matter much or that they're poor communicators. So far, I've found them (The Singaporeans, anyway) sincere people whom are quite easygoing and pleasant, but sometimes difficult to get comprehensive/ immediate answers from. Often frustrating, as I am anxious to know every detail- I don't like loose ends. For example, the HR emailed us to tell us to bring our own bedsheets... and then don't have an answer for us when we asked, what's the size of the bed? And although the flight tickets are bought, nobody bothered to inform us en masse, I only found out the details by calling them up myself yesterday... etcetera.
o.O

I'll be flying over with 6 other Singaporeans, 5 guys and 1 girl. Including one Vietnamese guy and one PRC, and mostly NTU graduates, some from NUS... At the moment all the guys have their own bedrooms while I have to share with the other girl =((( I really don't like the idea of having to share a bedroom with a stranger, and a rather reserved one at that, at least from what I can gather from the few minutes in which I spoke to her.
Anyway, according to my manager(?), Chris, the address of my apartment would be
上海市闵行区漕宝路1555号香港园1号205室
Shanghai, China 201101

I hope I get to snail mail lots, I love snail mail!

My flight
SQ826, departs from T3 at 1.15am on the 31st of July, Friday. Arghh okay I appreciate the company arranging for us everything, but a midnight flight in the middle of the week sucks. I think my dad might have to take leave from work on Friday to send me off, 'cause he needs sleep... and I'd be surprised if any of my friends make it either, 'cause they either have work or don't have their own transport back home.

Sigh anyway with all the panic over last-minute documentation and bank accounts and packing and what not, I don't feel quite as risible as I used to be, and my sleep is filled with turbulent dreams.
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